So confused....

I don't know what to think anymore. I haven't heard from my husband in almost a week. He is never online. I don't get an email, a FB chat, letter, phone call.....nothing. I have only talked to him twice since he left, and that was two weeks ago. Last time I talked to him he sounded off, not like himself, so I don't know what to think at this point. I'm just worried, we have never gone this long without talking this whole deployment. And everyone else has talked to their spouse, so I don't know what to think anymore. But of course as I woman, I always think the worst. I just want to hear his voice and know that he is ok. I'm starting to get really worried at this point. Thinking the worst, I think is he just busy or maybe he  does not care for me anymore. I mean, we got engaged and then married so quickly.....maybe he changed his mind. I don't know what is going on and the more time that goes by the more time I have to think.....and then I only can think of the worst.

I have been trying to keep myself busy. Leighann and I have been doing well on our diets and we both have been continuing with our workout plans. We even made a chart with our starting measurements and we will weight in and do our measurements every week. We have been working out to the biggest loser videos and tomorrow we are running. Good luck to me! lol.

Although I have been doing as much as I can to keep busy, I still can't help but think of why my husband hasn't called. I know to them, they get busy and they don't always think about calling us. Or sometimes they think "Oh well I will call her tomorrow but I need my sleep tonight." But they just don't understand that on this side......we have no idea what is going on. All we can think about is....I haven't heard from my husband, why isn't he calling me?? especially when everyone else is getting phone calls or even having skype dates. We have never gone this long without talking. My woman's intuition is telling me something is up and I won't be able to get it out of my head until I talk to him.

As hard as it is ladies....
we have to stay postive.....what other choice is there?