I finally heard from my husband on Thanksgiving and I heard from my husband this morning. I'm so glad I could hear his voice. I missed it so much.
He sounds a little off, he sounds a little sad almost. When I talk to him he keeps saying how much he misses me and how much he just wants to be home. He tells me how much he wants to just be done with this. He is over the whole deployment thing. I'm over it too. I just want my husband back!
I want to be able to just start our life together. It feels like we haven't been able to do that because of this deployment. Most newly wed's don't have to think of spending their first year apart, but being a military couple we HAVE to adjust to the bumps of deployment and military life. It can be so hard.
I'm very excited that in 3 weeks I will be back in California to spend some time with family and I'm hoping that I will be able to find a place for us to get married. Once I can find a place to get married....everything else will fall into place. Finding the location is the hardest part. Everything after that just falls together. I just need to find a place to start from. Crossing my finger that I can find somewhere to start from.
Remember that as hard as deployment may feel sometimes....
Stay positive.
Life is Beautiful.
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